The Cathedral of St. Philip - Atlanta, GA

Behind the Locked Doors, When We Meet Wounds, We Meet Christ

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A sermon by Dean Sam Candler
Easter 2 – Year A


"Unless I see in his hands the print of the nails,
and place my finger in the mark of the nails,
and place my hand in his side,
I will not believe.

–John 20:25


It’s Thomas. It is good old St. Thomas talking this morning. We know him most commonly as “Doubting Thomas,” but I don’t think so. I think he is the Apostle of Courage. Here’s why:

There are two, two very different, ways to read his important comments from John, Chapter 20. Listen closely, and listen to which words I emphasize as I read verse 25

"Unless I see in his hands the print of the nails,
and place my finger in the mark of the nails,
and place my hand in his side, I will not believe. (John 20:25)

That’s the way we usually read those lines. That emphasis suggests that Thomas was a doubter, a sceptic, and that he wants empirical evidence of the risen Christ, maybe different from what the other disciples had. But listen to the way I read the same verse a second time:

"Unless I see in his hands the print of the nails,
and place my finger in the mark of the nails,
and place my hand in his side, I will not believe. (John 20:25)

Here’s why I prefer this second emphasis: When Thomas spoke these famous words, all he wanted was the same experience, the same opportunity, that the other disciples had already had! Because Jesus had already shown up to the other disciples! A week before, Jesus had already shown the other disciples his wounded body, his hands and his side. But, Thomas had not been there, at that first meeting!

When Thomas does show up, and hears the report of the other disciples, all he is saying is that he wants the same opportunity to see and feel Jesus! I do not believe Thomas is guilty of doubt or unbelief. As people on my staff know, the only thing I believe Thomas was guilty of was missing the first meeting.

So, I use St. Thomas as an object lesson at every staff meeting I lead. Don’t miss the meeting! Please do not miss the meeting! Or, you will end up sounding like good old Saint Thomas.

Hundreds of years after the risen Christ appeared to the disciples, an old, unnamed, monk was deep in prayer, alone. Suddenly, a glittering vision of majesty overwhelmed him. He looked up to see a splendid image of what looked like Jesus himself. This image seemed wise and all-knowing; the image answered great questions. The image seemed perfect and pure.

But the wise monk had one request of this glittering image of Christ. The wise monk said, "Please, show me your hands." The image offered his hands.

"Away with you!" the wise monk exclaimed, "for your hands are smooth and unscarred. The hands of my Savior are pierced with holes and wounded. Away with you, you imposter!" Thus was the wise monk able to discern his Savior from the great deceivers of the world. Yes, those who show us Christ without the wounds are deceivers.

That monk is remembered as a wise and spiritual man; whereas, somehow, the apostle Thomas has become relegated to the “doubting” category. We often limit our interpretation of his story to the simplistic slogan, "it is okay to doubt." We say that the story of Thomas is here to re-assure us that it is okay to doubt.

Okay, but this story is deeper than that. The real power of the story of St. Thomas is that he asked for wounds, just as the great monk would years later. Authentic spirituality is not just the glory and the glitter; it is also the acknowledgment of pain and suffering.

That’s why there is no Easter without Good Friday. There is no resurrection without death. And there is no vision of Christ without touching wounds. Essentially, we do not see Christ by being talked into it through some intellectual argument. No, I believe we meet Jesus today exactly in the way Thomas and the rest of the apostles saw him long ago. We meet Jesus by looking for his side and his hands. We meet the Christ by touching his wounds.

Many of the wounds of this world are among the poor, the sick, the homeless, among those about whom Jesus said, "Even as you do it to one of the least of these, when you clothe them, feed them, give them something to drink, you have done it to me." Jesus Christ, then, is among the wounded, the hurt and lost people of this world. That is where we would meet Christ.

And many of the wounds we touch are in us who are the Church. That is as it should be, for we say of ourselves that we are the Body of Christ. Most of us have scars on our hands, and we have holes in our hearts. We are the lonely, the hurt, the abandoned and ostracized. We are the wounded Body of Christ. When we meet our wounds, we meet Christ.

And many of the wounds we touch, of course, are in our own houses and homes, behind the doors that we keep locked because of fear. Fear of viruses, of course, but also fear of deep truths about ourselves, fear of embarrassment, fear of shame, within our own souls. When Jesus walked through the locked doors of the room where the disciples were, the doors locked because of fear, he walked in with wounds that offered peace and forgiveness. Jesus wants to walk through our locked doors, too.

Meeting Christ, then, is not a simplistic intellectual and cerebral event, one that involves doubt and then faith, or evidence and then proof. In fact, it is sometimes easier to meet Christ if we don't expect rational answers to our intellectual questions. Meeting Christ, greeting Christ, occurs when we recognize the wounds in ourselves, and in others.

It takes courage to be like Thomas. Yes, courage to know our doubts and have the freedom to express them. But, also, courage to touch the wounds of Christ in today's world! Is Thomas, then, the apostle of doubt? I believe not. Saint Thomas is the apostle of courage! Saint Thomas is the only person in the Bible who identifies Jesus as “My Lord and My God.”

The resurrection of the wounded Jesus reveals something quite powerful about the Christian faith. Peace comes from someone who has known violence. Forgiveness comes from someone who has been betrayed. The Holy Spirit comes from someone who has been in despair. Wholeness comes from someone who has been wounded. Our Lord does bear those wounds. “Our Lord and Our God” is a betrayed Jesus, a scarred Savior, a wounded Christ, a pierced healer.

Today, a week later, as always, the resurrection is for wounded people. The resurrection is for doubting people. It is for people who need peace, people who need forgiveness, people who need courage. In other words, the resurrection is for us.

Yes, I say to the staff, to the Church, to the world: Don’t miss the meeting! Look for the wounds. When we meet wounds, we have made the meeting! When we meet wounds, we meet Christ.